Visitors to AndySpeaks
Our open show of support on this website is not a display of disrespect
by any means nor is it to minimize the pain and suffering of the any of
the victims and their families, of this tragedy on March 5th,2001.
Do we hate the action Andy resorted to? Yes we most certainly do, but we simply don't hate the boy.
Is Andy truly remorseful ? Well here are a few of his exact words from his written statement that
he could not read the day of his sentencing because of being overwhelmed with sorrow after
listening to the Familes statements:
"It's very hard for me to talk about what I did on March 5,2001. I feel awkward talking about it
because I am so ashamed. Words are not enough to express how I truly feel, but I want to at least try...
I am truly sorry for my actions... I feel horrible inside for victims, their families and my family.
I do wish that I could make it up to the victims, their families and mine...
I will live everyday with the horrible memory of March 5... What I did was wrong.."
There recently seems to be a mis-conception that supporters don't think that Andy should be punished for this
actions. That is the furthest from the truth! We agree he should be punished, but as a Juvenile, that he is.
We would like to see a punishment that offers years of counseling, education and rehabilitative
treatment. We fully understand that Adolescence is a transitional period of life where cognitive
abilites, judgment and impulse contol are still being developed. They are developmentally different than
adults, thus CHILDREN ARE NOT ADULTS. It was upon this belief that the Juvenile Court System was created
in 1899, along with the outrage of treatment Children were receiving in Prison. Supporters of Andy
believe, along with many in this counrty, that troubled Juveniles should be tried within this Juvenile
System and not tried as little adults in the Adult Court System.
We make no apology for our strong convections and our heartfelt concern, of troubled children.
No matter what crime they may commit against society, they still are children in every aspect.
Various Projects we may post here, are not for the general public. They are projects implimented and controled
by and for, the supporters only. Don't take offense because WE have choosen to help Andy's Parents in
getting him just the simple basic
necessities of life that people not in a Prison, take for granted: Small T.V., wrist watch, hygiene products,
books, writing paper, envelopes, AM FM Cassetter Player and a few music tapes.
In emails sent here to Questions@AndySpeaks, people have expressed outraged that Andy has just these few basics !
I'm astonished what pure unadulterated hatred for a teenager, can transform Adults in to. I wonder... if Andy had been
from and raised in Santee and had not been the " new kid" who had moved there a few months prior.. would the
folks of that tiny community still express and carry the same
degree of resentment or hurt ? If had been 'one of theirs', would they be more inclined to find the answer
to the biggest question: WHAT MAKES OR DRIVES A CHILD TO TAKE A GUN TO SCHOOL? This kind of question
is not worthy of a simple question. It's a complex answer that can only serve complex answers. Personally
I don't see how locking children up in Adult Prisons for life, is going to help us answer this question
nor will it stop any possibility of this tragedy ever happening again somewhere in another community.
What ever happened to the young man who stood before the Judge at Andy's sentencing and then spoke openly of bullying
being alive and thriving at Santana High School and then went as far to bravely say, the D.A. was lying when they
stated, that there was no
bullying at S.H.S's campus ? ? ? As I sat in that court room and listened to him, I was
amazed that no one ever mentioned or commented on his open plea for help. He stated that if someone didn't
step in to do something, there could very easily be another child would do the same thing Andy did.
His words that day fell on deaf ears but those of us who sat behind Andy that day, will never forget
this brave young mans words.
Recently I have received many angry emails from 'visitors' to this website because they somehow believe
that Andy is "staying at the Hilton", thus they are resenting Andy, Jeff and their supporters for this.
I can assure you from my many visits with him, he is not. The truth is, he shares a very small cell with his
'room mate' which
infact has no carpeting, a very thin window, has all his meals in his cell ( there is no cafeteria ) and the only
time he can leave his cell is for school or gym during the week, or if he has visitors on the weekend.
I would like to clarify a another major misconception. Andy does not have a computer nor does he even have
access to a computer
in the State Prison. Andy shares information here through his letters or through visits from Jeff & Dona or myself. This website is nothing more than an alternate avenue for Andy and his Family to share information for those who have freely choosen to support them.
Let me say this in closing. Perhaps if people took the time to learn more about the 'new kid' who came to
their 'tight' community, it would help them to heal. At least it couldn't hurt, like hatered does. We all know
that Hate will not diminish any one's pain or sorrow. It only grows stronger and hardens the hearts of men
till they are consumed by it.
Rose Richardson , San Diego CA.
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